Big weekend

Well after a massive weekend, i feel that i have caught up on enough sleep to create a blog!

The weekend stated when i went to see Micheal and have a few beers, well a few beers turned in to a massive night, but a very good one at that. In the morning i decided to walk home from his place which was about an hour away, but a nice walk any how.

When i got home jumped on Justintv.com and watched the last half of the All Blacks solid win by the boys!! Then shower time and off the the cricket club for some beers and watch a bit of cricket. That night started slow but then got out of control as we walked the streets looking for pubs to let us in! Home time at 5am i think it was!!! haha

Sunday i got an invite to see Micheal again up at a park where they were having a party, Loads of Brazilian food and good times!

But today was where i got hurt a little bit, when i got home there was mail for me, and it was from Lady Gaga, ahhhh, it was her signed photo and also a letter from her self to Amelia, it is sealed by a gold sticker, but i would love to see what it says, but it is for her birthday so i had better not, would not be a cool thing to do!

Also during last week i got a phone call from the hospital that i was in, and they had come back to me with a result to how and why i was feeling why i was. And it is called brokenheart syndrome; it is a very treatable thing and it is totally under control as i type this, a change of eating habits and regular bed time was and is enough to treat what i had. They asked me alot of questions, and what they have to me is that i was having the after affects of my best friends baby being still born, and the fact that i put the last nail in the coffin of the poor little man. Then moving to London and not getting jobs etc, they said that it is pretty common for it to hit people that do the big move. But what i hate is that i had no idea that is what i had, i had never herd of it at all, and it cost me a very special woman!! A woman that i love and wanted to spend the rest of my days with! These are they symptoms and i had a few of them!

A perceived tightness of the chest, similar to an anxiety attack
Stomach ache and/or loss of appetite
Partial or complete insomnia
Anger
Shock
Nostalgia
Apathy (loss of interest)
Feelings of loneliness
Feelings of hopelessness and despair
Loss of self-respect and/or self-esteem
Fatigue Nausea
The thousand-yard stare
Constant or frequent crying
A feeling of complete emptiness
In extreme cases, death

To be honest i did not believe them when they rang me up and told me, then they told me to go take a look at a website, which i did, and read the causes of the Syndrome which are, The emotional pain of losing a loved one through divorce death, moving cities or countries, being rejected in any means or fear of losing a loved one. Once more mine are in bold. I have fear of losing my grandfather while over here, moved to England and was getting rejected from jobs all the time!

Yet another thing that i wish i could explain to Amelia! :(